Today is a seeing-things-in-red-and-black day. I'm either so pissed off about something, or so feeling bleak about something...no in betweens. And something is going on with the program this morning, and everyone's asking me about it, yet I'm not one of the systems developers, and the systems developers don't count me as being important enough to keep in the loop about what's going on. So those contacting me are spreading the word as THEY see it, and then the higher-ups come to me and want to know what I've told them, and I haven't told them anything.

And my car's still dead, though there's a funny story behind that whole thing that I'm just not in the mood to elaborate on right now, except to say that it involves something called a come-along, and tracks made in the concrete of the car lot.

So, GRR and BLEH, to everything today. I need more money. And a piece of carpet. A thick piece, that's really soft. One I can dig my toes into.

And there's a cat under my bed right now, that hasn't eaten in 2.5 days at least, and I hope he doesn't die while I'm at work, because that would just make everything freaking WONDERFUL, wouldn't it?

Cuss, cuss, cuss.